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Thursday, August 5, 2004

3:12PM - for soz

something

Current mood: mischievous

Current music: c is for cookie

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Wednesday, July 28, 2004

5:47PM - gah

well lets see hav'nt updated for ages but am feeling very sleepy so will keep it short jemma turned up few days later fell out with jemma big argument, which depressed me greatly went into a bit of slump which i'm still in but that could be mainly due to the fact i have the flu, still looking for work but its hard to motivate myself when i feel so shit.
what else has happend oh yeah my sister has broken up with jp and is seeing someone else and he's got himself thrown out of where he was staying so now he's homeless but apart from that all has been fine lmao

Current mood: exhausted

Current music: HIM- join me in death

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Sunday, July 11, 2004

5:47PM - boring

last night i got bored so i went to southsea rocks with my friends lisa and rach and richie, which was coolsat around listened to music chattedgot late got in a cab and went home so was kinda boring my dad got back off hoilday just when i got back at night and he gave me a glass of wine and it did'nt react well with all the beer i drank and it made me very poorly i only had three pints as soon as the wine hit my stomach i felt very very sick.
so all in all not such a great night

Current mood: sick

Current music: nightwish

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Saturday, July 10, 2004

10:43AM - first entry

well lets see a lil bout me i'm 21 single and a goth who lives in the very crap place in the uk know as portsmouth.
i'll just give you a quick run down of life so far for me well tuesday i went to london to meet my kinda gf did'nt really get on and she has a bf where she studys oversea's so was a bit heart broken but did'nt really expect for things to work out but the idea was a nice escape for reality for a while, got back thursday still feeling a lil crushed.
then phoned up for some jobs thats about it really spoke to one of my friends (female) on msn she just broke up with her bf a couple of days ago so we decided to get drunk and have redemption sex the next day which was kinda cool cept she kinda felt bad afterwards and i should feel guilty, but to be fair she was good in bed, so now i don't feel heart broken but i don't feel anything else either its like i've gone numb inside so i'm not sure what i'm gonna do now i just know that i gots jemma coming to stay soon and were ment to be moving into a flat together very soon so i suppose i should focus on getting work sorted out for the both of us.

Current mood: scared

Current music: rob zombie

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